Xavier’s Reflection: “When My Soul Remembered”

There was a silence inside me I once mistook for emptiness. But now I know—it was God’s way of waiting for me to remember. Not just who I am, but who I’ve always been beneath the noise, the labels, the chains.

I remember now that there is more to me than my mistakes or the shadows cast by human judgment. There’s an unshakable truth rising in my bones—I was created for redemption, not ruin. For freedom, not fear. The world tried to convince me otherwise, but the Spirit is louder than my past.

I’ve hidden my gentleness, buried my wisdom, and silenced my voice because somewhere I believed survival required invisibility. But God is calling me to live unveiled. To let my story speak, not out of shame, but as a psalm of restoration.

I feel the awakening—it’s not loud, but it’s certain. It’s in the way my prayers hold more truth than fear. In the way I feel peace pressing against my ribs even when the situation hasn’t changed. Something sacred is shifting: I’m no longer begging God to change my circumstance—I’m letting Him change me in it.

This awakening is not for show. It’s for truth. For liberation. For alignment with a higher purpose that refuses to let me settle for the smallness others expect of me.

My Declaration:  

“I am not what they said I was. I am what God remembers of me. And I’m beginning to remember it too. I rise—rooted in truth, refined by fire, redeemed by grace.”

Gentle reminder for anyone who needs it today: You don’t have to have it all figured out. You don’t have to move mountains every day. What matters is that you keep showing up—for your goals, your healing, your growth, your dreams.

There’s something incredibly Powerful about consistency, even in small doses. Every check-in, every honest moment, every step forward (and even the ones that feel like steps back) count. Progress isn’t always loud—it’s often quiet, humble, and beautifully steady.

So if today feels hard, be proud of yourself for being here. Keep going. Keep choosing you. You’ve got this, and I’ve got your back. 

10 powerful, spiritually charged affirmations 

1. I manifest from divine alignment, not from anxiety—I trust what is meant for me is magnetized by my obedience.

2. Provision flows to me with ease, because I walk in purpose and not in panic.

3. I am divinely protected—no weapon formed against me can prosper, and no shadow can dim the light within me.

4. My peace is sacred and unshakable; I carry stillness within, regardless of outer storms.

5. I am free from the stories that once confined me—I rise in truth and walk in sacred authority.

6. Prosperity is my portion—not just in wealth, but in wisdom, clarity, and spiritual favor.

7. Endurance lives in my bones—I do not quit when it’s hard; I press forward when it’s holy.

8. I speak what I seek, knowing my words are seeds in the soil of manifestation.

9. I no longer wait for circumstances to align—I align my thoughts and watch reality follow.

10. I am not small. I am a vessel of divine magnitude, expanding into everything God has placed in me.

Written By: GivinDaBizness w Darealceozay