EXPRESSIVE THOUGHTS PT2

I hate the fact that you put me in a box store it away til it's convenient for you to pull it out n make me feel like I'm doing everything wrong with you because I have so many questions you have no answers for or respectfully speaking from my heart think that I'm not man enough to accept the truth about whatever it is I ask you... I hate being needy of you I hate leading by emotions with you because I fear you don't value How Good of a Man "I Can Be" because I'm not in your presence I hate feeling this void of fear of rejection because you truly want more than Im able to give but your afraid to say it... I'm use to being with a woman whose as much about me as I am about them but they say opposites do attract but what good is an attraction when we don't understand Each others Love Language because we're not evenly yoked striving to perfect our bond n foundation?? As I've told you over n over I've made so so many mistakes in my pass n exspecially in relationships that it's been a blessing n a curse learning from all my mistakes truly knowing and appreciating what I need n deserve but also realizing what I fall short in not being able to give... I no longer view myself as Boyfriend material to any woman only a Husband Hoping n dreaming of some day allowing that to become my reality I live in ... Just my thoughts since I never have your undivided attention 

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